My new favorite blog showcases Cake Wrecks, "professionally" made cakes that are either horribly distasteful, or just plain wrecks.
Here's just a sample. What expectant mother doesn't want to slice into a replica of her soon to be born baby?
Because they had blocked livejournal, at the beginning of this month, I decided to open another blog. I decided to stick to a theme, write under a cryptic pseudonym that doesn't give away who I am except that it contains my age, and just write and write without restrictions.
Even though it is 80 degrees outside today, when I was looking through pictures this one caught my eye. This winter we had 1 snowstorm where the snow was over a foot deep, evidenced by the imprint of my back door. It made me remember the "great blizzard of '78". My daughter was 3 and my husband was determined to prove his manhood by reciting his favorite winter saying, "this is nothing, I grew up in Minnesota." This sometimes extended into, "we walked to school no matter what, uphill both ways, yada, yada, yada." Well, the forecast was for 20 some inches of blowing snow. Please do not go out, etc.etc. He had some event to go to and was determined that no little snowstorm would stop him. He and a friend drove off in our small Datsun pickup truck (white, of course), leaving me home with a three year old wondering if we would ever see him again. Well, about 2 or 3 in the morning, while I was doing my usual productive searching the windows for signs of life, I saw two images move by the window. A couple minutes later they were inside, laughing, shaking and talking all at once. The truck had gotten stuck a mile away(not to be seen for quite a while, remember it was white) and they had trudged through the snow to get home. The other guy left soon to finish his three or four mile trek home and my husband listened politely while I ranted and raved about the danger, risk, what if , what if, etc. His theory always was that if he was hurt or dead or something, someone would notify me, so if I heard nothing I should know he was fine. Somehow, I never found this particularly comforting. Looking back I know that one of his best qualities was his willingness to take risks and enjoy every moment. I often wish I'd had the same attitude and simply enjoyed more simple moments.
it feels... good.
i can't believe i feel like this again. it's been so long.
it's not the feeling i had with tarek. but who was he anyway. he was a game and i was his game. It was all experimentation.
but this one...
of course i'm just trapped in the intoxicating mystery of him. just as he is trapped in the intoxicating mystery of me.
this won't be traditional, if there ever was something to come out from this.
something about him soothes my soul. but maybe that's just the ignorance talking.
we'll see.